I was taught my entire mormon life that people only leave because they are offended by something or someone or because they are sinners and do not repent. I believed this and repeated this diatribe and now this is one of my greatest regrets as I have come to realize it is false.
I have attempted multiple times to explain to mormons that I left because I stopped believing that their leaders speak to a god that hates black people then changes his mind and loves them. I stopped believing that their leaders should rule in fear and shame. I stopped believing that people should receive church discipline for having a crisis of faith. I stopped believing in a church that punishes a woman who divorces a man for leaving an abusive husband. I stopped believing that women should be submissive to men. I stopped believing in the patriarchal order. I stopped believing that god will punish people for not giving tithing to an organization that builds malls instead of water wells. I stopped believing in a god that makes people gay and then punishes those same people and tells their family to shun them. I stopped believing in a god that helps people find their keys so they will be on time for church yet does not stop an earthquake from killing thousands.
I stopped telling mormons why I left because they believe that all people are supposed to be mormon, all people are supposed to conform to its beliefs, all people are supposed to accept it someday (that is why they do baptisms for the dead). How do you rationalize with beliefs like that?